xanga is still alive!

my goodness, i forgot about this thing.  so just a second ago, i fell off of my chair laughing because my sister has become my new hero!  i probably shouldn't mention why though.  hahaha.

life is grand-ish. aside from the fact that my fairly new white sweater is semi-stained with pollen from my lilies.  it's soaking in the sink as i type. and i went out to dinner tonight with mel and natalie at tokyo--only our most favorite place ever.  a philly roll has never tasted so good...and that green tea ice cream :) 

i don't know what exactly tempted me to type a blog or even go on xanga...but i'm glad to have it back in my life.  gooooood times.

my laptop is broken.

and all i can think about it my music and pictures.

but i would like to see some of my other files again.

i hope i can recover them all tomorrow.

 i hope, i hope, i hope.

please don't be sick right now.

really, now is not the time to be sick. you have work to do.  work that requires energy and thinking and a stuffy head and fatigue will not get you far in completing that damn ethnographic research project on tokyo cafe and capitalist influence that you have done such a fabulous job of putting off!

please get your shit together and have a spectacular presentation planned out and ready to go for tuesday.

if all goes well, you have all monday, tuesday afternoon, and all day wednesday (before the death cab concert that is) to write your paper on it.  at least o'rourke pushed back that deadline to thursday. but work work work anyway...

except, i know you can't really do much today...since you have a formal to attend today, and you are still feeling a little under the weather. and the weather is just crap itself. freezing cold and ugly. sigh.

but sit up, type and stop watching grease.

and try not to let the boyfriend serve as too much of a distraction.

love, may.

...sometimes, you just need to give yourself a pep talk.

i'm tired. ...almost exhausted. i'm not there yet.

the days just fly by me. kind of. all i did these past couple of days was go to class, eat, work, sleep, and study every moment i could for statistics. i feel like i just wasted my days away. or that i could have done more? oh well. it's all over and done with. let's all hope i did awesome on my stats test :)

i'm going to knott's scary farm tomorrow...but where i really want to go is disneyland. i miss that place. a lot.

sigh.

i have work at 8 tomorrow. great. i didn't do my reading assignment for critical thinking. whatever. i'm going to dig out on my 3-6 shift tomorrow. haha--now that's being reliable.  oh well. i just want the weekend. or maybe not...

halloween depresses me.

hi. it's monday. i just got out of a midterm. i really hope i did well. there were some things on there that i really did not recognize. eek. but i knew everything else, so i shouldn't worry myself over nothing, right? i just hope i answered well enough. yeah.

so the weather is really ugly. overcast. yucky gray and hazy. it kind of sucks. but at the same time, it's nice. i like to dress all cute, cozy, and warm...and sitting on my bed using my laptop isn't that bad either.

thank god my day is over. yay! to the mall i go. with mel. awesome. :)